Recall that feeling in the pit of your stomach. That feeling that almost makes you
indignant. That feeling—the feeling of a
bruised ego. Oh, the feeling of
humility. And if you are having trouble remembering the pleasant feeling of humility, let me remind you. I recently experienced it.
And I attempted to reason with myself. If I could pinpoint the basis of my
inadequacy, I could cure my inadequacy. Surely, inadequacy was the exception, not my condition. But, we are inadequate. Thus, humility is inevitable.
Humility is opportunity.
Humility produces an opportunity to acknowledge our utter
dependence on God. Humility propels me
to call out to God because I am not enough.
Humility, even in meaningless circumstances, serves a purpose: we are
inadequate, but our Lord is not.
I am nothing. I am
nothing. I am nothing without God. We are nothing without God. And I too easily forget. And maybe you forget too.
Our nothingness does not stop there. We must remember our nothingness, but we
must not wallow in it. We are encouraged
because our Lord has made us beyond capable.
We will never experience the height of our Lord’s strength if
we do not experience the depth of our inadequacy.
Our Lord urges us to humble ourselves before Him. God calls us to voluntary humility. Too often the only humility I experience is
involuntary humility. And even in those
instances of involuntary humility, God is so gracious to remind me of the
blessing I am missing. Once we humbly
submit ourselves to God, we no longer have a bruised ego; we have no
ego. And when we lack an ego, we are
more capable than we have ever been: we are at our fullest communion with our
Lord.
Praise God that our God is so full of grace that God sends gentle—although
somewhat painful—reminders of our dependence on God. Praise God that He does not let us miss the
joy of reliance on Him. Praise God that we are nothing on our own, but we are everything
in Him.
How painful the reminders.
How gracious our God. How lovely
our dependence. How powerful His strength.
“Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.” (James 4:10 NIV).
“Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that
he may lift you up in due time.” (1
Peter 5:6 NIV).
“For all those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those
who humble themselves will be exalted.”
(Luke 14:11 NIV).
“Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle
and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.” (Matthew 11:29 NIV).
After I lugged my bruised ego to the car, my husband would not quit
staring at me. Eventually, he asked, “Does
that zit hurt?” Yes, I have a horn. .
.on my chin. And yes, I left my fly
undone the other day.
Is it due time
yet, God?
Much love to you,
Paige
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